December 16, 2011

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to Mohd Syafick Effandi,
happy birthday to you...

Happy 21st birthday sayang.
I wish u happy with me.
I wish u are given a good health (gain some weight :D).
And i wish all your dream comes true.
May Allah bless u syg.
I can't wait to see u :D

Love u Mohd Syafick Effandi

December 02, 2011

A story about shoe

I love high heels. Really love it. I start wearing high heels during I was 18. That time I was in college and I felt like want to wear it. Before this I really hates to wear something girlish especially shoes with a heels. Even it just a bit heels or a flat. I really hates that.

I still remember when I was in secondary school, I went to mall with my sister to buy shoes for raya. They want to buy a flat shoe for me. It really piss me off. I really hate that shoes, during that time. I said I don't want to wear a flat shoe because it make a noise like "klepek2" when I walk and it sound so girlish, haha. Then they asked me what kind of shoes I want and I said this sandal. It so simple, don't have any flower but it not look like normal sandal, for me. But not for them. They refused to buy that sandal for me at first because they said it just an ordinary sandal. But lastly they give up and buy it.

I will laugh at my own when I remember about it. That story is about past few years. But now I really loves girlish stuff especially heels. When I was 18, I wear my sister wedges go to college. Her wedges no so high, just about 2 inch I think. I secretly wear her wedges actually, haha. What make me more love to wear heels is, I'm not feel any pain during wear that wedges. Not only pain, but I didn't feel awkward. I can walk comfortbly just like I walk in a flat shoes.

I've got my own wedges when I was 19. I buy 3 inch wedges from vincci. Since that I really can't see any new design of heels or wedge because I will make that I own that shoes. Even I need to make a bit sacrifice, haha. But the weird thing is, I just interested with a high heels that is 3 inch or more. It's maybe because I'm just short and want to pretend to walk like a runway model. Haha very funny.

Thank god I love girlish stuff now because with that I know that i still straight, huhu. Now every time I wear something girlish or wear a heels my sisters always make a joke with me about my pass.

August 16, 2011

today and tomorrow

today he said he loves u,
the next day he ignore u.

today he said he miss u,
a few minute later he leaves u.

today he said u guys will be together forever,
next week he starts feel bored with u.

today he said he likes u,
tomorrow he will argue why u doing this and that.

today he said he cared bout u,
the next the he "whatever" to u.

today he promise u something,
a few hour later he will forget about it.

today he said he is your,
the next day u no longer in his mind.

today he said he want u,
the next day u just an option for him.

why it can't remain the same? it because people change.

June 16, 2011

do some research boy

Please do some revision before u asking girl go out dating for the 1st time
- she like u or not
- check whether she single or not
- she already has a boyfriend or not

If not, it will be like this :-
man : why u call my ***?
u : who are u?
man : who are u? why u call my girlfriend?
u : u is *** boyfriend? haha...
man : ya! u think this funny? u think this ******* funny man?
         why u ******* call my girlfriend? bla bla bla

p/s : haha seriously this is funny. Man, u should chill bro... He didn't know your girlfriend is not single.

June 14, 2011


Do we keep a secret? Yes we did. We keep secret from our parent, family, partner, and even friends. I need to admit that not all stuff we can share with others. But it must depends on situation. Example like, let say if u tell your partner about this stuff, it will hurt them. Better u keep it yourself. But, how if your partner has find out about your secret by them self? I think it will hurt them more. Then how? If u want to keep that secret you must bury it deep inside your heart. Don't let them smell it.

How if u has a very sensitive partner? They still can smell your secret even you hide it very deep inside. U will torture them indirectly if u still keep that secret. In this case, u need to tell your partner about your secret even it will hurt them. Better u tell them, if not it will be more worst. Sooner or later they can accept it.

In relationship, the most important thing is trust. U need to trust your partner. U can't hide everything from them. He/she is a part from your life right? Let your partner be your best best friend. If u let them be your best best friend, u guy will know them better because u guy got each other secret. Right? Please correct me if I'm wrong.

Dont let your partner waiting about it.

June 13, 2011

Dear my boyfriend

I want to wake up next to you while you’re still sleeping. I want to hear your soft breaths and laugh at the way you look when you sleep: mouth open, body sprawled on our bed. I want to wake up to this everyday of my life; you’re just that amazing. And when I stare into your eyes, I don’t just see my reflection staring back. If I look a little deeper, I can honestly say that I see my whole future; the rest of my life staring right back at me.

But know that I’ll always be there for you, no matter which paths our lives take. God forbid, if we ever broke up, know that I’d still be there to support you, care for you, love you in anyway that you needed. I’ll be there to care for our kids when you’re out sick. I’ll take them to soccer practice, ballet classes, and karate lessons. When you’re sad, I’ll make your favorite food. I'll give your favorite hug. I'll give your favorite kiss. What else do you need? I’ll do whatever it takes to make you happy, because you've done that for me. You really make me happy.

We have so many possibilities between the two of us. But for now, I’ll really enjoy be with you. I really enjoy be your girl. I love you. I love u, Mohd Syafick Effandi.

May 12, 2011

now i need to relax

he just called. he said, he will send me a letter. OMG! what should i do? i didn't tell my parent yet. the way he talk like i accept his offer. i didn't expect it will be so fast. i think it will take maybe around 1 or 2 week. and now he give me his phone number and he said he will call me again. if he ask me why i didn't reply his letter what should i answer? i'm not interested? if he ask me why? because i already got something better? like that?

ok now i already add one more problem in my head.